Everyone's Thinking

Just sitting there, staring through the world,
like nobody cares.
Someone does, there's a long pause,
She's broken so many laws, the body without any flaws.
Personality mysteriously, walk up cautious, don't turn now,
you're nauseous. You lost it, thoughts seize up,
just keeping walking until they free back up.
Fast, at last, the universe resumes,
she remains and assumes.
Time goes by, minutes fly,
until you see her again, kick yourself in the ass,
only walking passed. Building up in your head,
holding hypotheticals instead, wondering when the courage is to be led,
or flight be fed. Lying in bed, 1, 2, 3, this isn't the way it's suppose to be,
Apprehensively thinking, enough with excuses, so what if she refuses,
then you start to question, it's an unforgiving regression,
owning it like your profession. Next time rally, fight back,
but let these next words increase the confidence we all lack.
Life goes on, so what if it feels like it doesn't, it won't be long...
and soon you'll win,
the next time you see "her" again.

-Alex